DasFamiliar

All right I don’t know what is up with everyone tonight, but everyone needs to take their fucking attitude and fuck off. I am tired of coming into any room and being bitched at or watching people get bitched at for no fucking reason. There is no sense for it. What ever your problem is, its time to man up and stop taking it out on everyone around you. Every time someone else gets mad or upset about something, you turn around and bitch about how we’re assholes but God forbid if you have a fucking bad day. I am sorry I upset you. It was never intentionally.

I am sorry I have to deal with assholes on a daily basis and I really could go without dealing with them. I am sorry you hate the latest weather. Its not my fault, its Nature. Take it up with her. Taking your anger out on me and people around you only makes the situation worse and sure makes me not want to help you. You always wonder why I never ask for help or try everything to avoid asking help from you. Geeze, I wonder fucking why.

I am done with it to fucking here. Enough is enough and its time to put a stop to it. If you piss me off… in real life or internet…. you get a /ignore.

GOOD DAY!

Wow people never seem to amaze me anymore. Especially when people you have on your twitter list that you thought were your friends. Well some not all of them.  It just when you put up with some of these assholish (is that even a word?) comments, it just makes you want to say to hell with it I am done.

Last night I deleted my Twitter account “DasFamiliar” because I was done reading these comments insulting <what ever subject you want here>.   It varies from day to day, sometimes its people who make a mistake, a company making products that aren’t exactly winners, you name it its been done. Now I am not for censoring anyone for how they feel or what they think or what ever, but I am for respecting others.  Most times when I would see these comments fade in on my screen, it would make me cringe reading some of messages being displayed. I just want to ask these people who or what did what do you to piss you off so damn badly? Honestly? Is that comment warranted?

Well last night it was about Apple.  Eh… I use Apple… I like their os… they came out with this so called “iPad” last night. I looked it over.. I wasn’t exactly impressed by it but more let down of a potentially cool idea that was just something re-done. So I just thought oh well I’ll just upgrade to another Macbook Pro and be on my way. It as seem people were knowing what I was thinking and then the iPad flood of hate comments started filling my Twitter program. I was like “What the F**k?”  Do people honestly have nothing better to do with their time to bash a product that hasn’t even come out yet? Do people are so pathetic that they feel that others care about what they have to say about this product?  Some of the comments I’ve seen where like iFail, iPass, another one was something on the lines about how some of the other pc competitors did a better job than Apple was.  If you really hate Apple that much then why do you bother even following them? Seriously if you don’t want it don’t bother using your money on it and move on with your life. Some people are actually fascinated about it.  I am not going to ruin their day because I was disappointed with it. Its just a freaking computer, get over it.

Here’s the thing, it not just about Apple.  Really its not. I use Windows too.. and I like Windows 7!  Yes… I have to put up with Apple fanatics too and yes they do catch shit from me  from it. It just seems like there are so many freaking assholes out there who take what I like and just really bring it down.  I really try ignoring them and be repsectful by not typing “F**k you all” in Twitter. I have had people attack what I like, what I do, where I go, my views on issues… it goes on.

Last few times I’ve watched people who been on the news because some tradgey happened whether it be a wreck/accident/disaster and again I would see comments fly on twitter about how stupid people are that caused them to be what ever tradgey they are there. I’ve also seen comments made about how companies messed up or have workers who are useless or what ever. Oh then you also have the the stupid Red VS Blue comments (I wish it was the Halo videos because those are actually funny). Its like these people have nothing better to do with their life but to sit at home and bitch about everyone else around them. I wish I could do that.  I really wish I could but you know what I actually have to MAKE a living. What a shocker! :O Yeah I can’t spend every waking moment watching things on the internet, I just can’t do it. Then some how these people seem to be able to make comments about weather bitching about that or insulting meterologist. Honestly people? Are you that stupid? COME ON… the meterologist can try to predict the weather… not control it or be right 100 percent of the time. We just don’t have the technology for it! They have some way manage to figure how to make insults on that. It just goes on and on and to be honest I am just freaking sick of it. Guess what … its not DRAMA… its BULLSHIT, nothing more or less. Its just freaking 100% GRADE A+ SLAP IT ON THE ASS GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE BULLSHIT!  I just wish these assholes would get over it, go away, move on, ship out, drive away and leave!

Wait before you say I take it too personally… ask yourself if everyone attacked everything you like, do you honestly can say to yourself that you can just sit there and take it? On top of that keep smiling as if nothing is wrong? If you can my hat off to you. 

I am just so done being polite to assholes period. I am done tollerating their behavior of bring others down. I am done caring about what is happening in their life to be this way. Do they think my life is peachy?  They’re wrong, I have issues I have to deal with but I don’t go around taking it out on others. I have more respect than that.  I am no longer going to be polite to assholes though, not anymore.  I am just basically going to treat them just as shitty as they treat me. 

And a warning to you assholes out there, guess what… you cross me… you’ll know it.  I am done tollerating your existance.  Just because your life is so miserable you feel the need to take it on me, will no longer fly.  If you don’t like it, then there is the off button you bunch of grouches.  Get off my internet, enough said.

Note to everyone else, my twitter account may come back… at least a public option.  I’ll probably wind up making it this weekend but like I said, just keep a heads up if you see me ranting off. What can I say? I am just done being tollerant.  If you like using a platform whether it pc or mac… just use what you want and move on.  If you don’t like it, then don’t buy it and leave us the ones who do want to buy it alone and knock it off with the shitty comments. You’re pathetic as is, don’t make it worse unless you like that sort of thing. Just to forewarn you though, I won’t hold back anymore. Just don’t be suprise.  So everyone… here is what I want you to do.  Just say NO to Assholes!  Assholes are bad!…mkay?

Eh life is field with responsibility and accountability, at least thats what most people say. Lately I have just become so sick of these two terms being thrown around as much as they have been.  Is it one place? No, its everywhere I go.  Stores that I visit I am seeing associates being yelled at (by customers/workers), at restaraunts I see the same thing, and many other places.  What I see people then do start yelling saying “Its YOUR responsibility for…<insert issue here>”  or “You’re accountable for <insert> here.”

I guess what I am saying is the issue I am seeing mostly at is Twitter. Yes I said it, Twitter. I’ve been watching so many people just tweet about how this person is responsible, accountable or “epic fail”, etc. Its gotten to the point its sickening. Every day on twitter I am seeing more post bashing other people regardless of who they are and what they done. Is this what Twitter has become? Really?  I have a lot more better hope and ideas for it than turning it to bash whoever club.

What really disturbs me is I seeing my own friends do it. I’ve been try as respectful as I could be and not say anything, but to be honest not many have been returning the same respect. People before have tried to stop such comments and such by tweeting about it and usually responded by “If you don’t like it than unfollow me…”  or some assholish like comment. Its happen time and time again and to be quite frank I am done with it.

Most probably notice I don’t bother tweeting anymore, this is why.  I now have a private twitter account that I use, and don’t ask me for it. You probably won’t get it.  Now the ones who don’t have it yet wondering if you are part of this group, give me time. With me being busy I am at work, I haven’t gotten to everyone yet I want to let them know about my account.

Saying that, I will say this, there are some who may find out that I didn’t add them.  I am not going to make everyone happy and I am tired of making everyone happy.  I am done trying to be the super nice guy everyone knows me by because I don’t like how this world has become. I am tired of everyone’s complaining, making fun of someone else for someone’s mistake, or just the constant bickering or epic fails I’ve seen on Twitter. Trust me I’ve fought a lot with myself to try from keeping to say a big ole “Fuck You all” on Twitter. I am just done with it. There are better things in life than watching people fail. And trust me, there is a big blog post coming up about that topic alone.  If the ones who complain about every little thing stop complaining about every little thing, they could actually change their lives. I’ve been doing it, its why I’ve been quiet for so long. I’ve seen everyone misuse accountability and responsibility to the point its just nothing more than a blame game. Guess what even Congress is doing it too! :O

I saw the perfect bumper sticker with what I had in mind about our issues as a country but it was putting the blame on the wrong person.  It said “If Al Quadia wants to destroy this country they better hurry, Obama is already doing that for us.”   When I saw that my first thought wasn’t Obama… nah he’s just another politician in the game of politics.  The people to blame for the mess we’re in is ourselves. We are so worried about who other fault it is as a country whether it be Democrats/Republicans we are not even bothering to come up with solutions for the problems. We just want to blame some one else for our miseries instead of fixing the issues.

Maybe we should start looking at holding accountability and responsibility on ourselves instead of looking for some one else, because while we were blaming it each other, everything else was breaking. Send all the hateful comments you want, I really don’t care, its not going to stop me from hiding my thoughts.  If anyone is focus on fixing this country, they would come to the realization the time they spend bitching on forums or any other media outlet about how our country is broken and start writing Congress, the more stuff would get fixed.  In fact I wish people would, sure make my life better than to hear bunch of people just bitching about it in life. Anytime I see an issue pop up I that I lean on in a certain direction I e-mail my senators/representatives. I don’t bitch about on forums like I use to, it was never productive.

There are times in my life, including now, I feel that people have this strange urge or feeling to make others miserable around them. The feeling of dragging them down when they are frustrated with themselves for what ever the reasons. Right now I am feeling those effects of someone close by.

I can’t seem to do anything right around this person, nor do I even try anymore. Frankly I am tired. I just want out. I always kind of laughed off when people made fun of me for living at home instead of moving out, not because of I am being lazy.  Mainly because it has kept me financially stable so I can move out. No one ever mentioned though it came at a price, the price of personal freedom. People say you’re an adult you’re free to express how you feel, apparently, not at home. While I am gracious having a roof over my head, I never once asked to be treated as a insubordinate.

I work for 40 hours if not more a week, very lucky considering many are without employment. To be honest its part what helps me keep my sanity. People make fun of my employer but little do they know how much they helped me with my personal life. Hell, even work doesn’t realize how much they helped.  Its hard to explain why its so bad here.  The people that care for me are not bad people, not at all. But for some reason I am not treated as my age, I am treated as I am still 15.

Its very difficult to live like that. Especially when you share totally different views from one another. I found out my family with the exception of my brother is a little more predjuce than I realized. That’s been very hard to cope with. It doesn’t stop there, my family is also… not even sure there is such a word..  Nationalist? Basically predjuice against anyone who wasn’t a natural born American and not Native American. I think this has been the hardest thing to deal with.  People wonder why.  Well when you have a friend who you consider a brother from the UK and you hear rants about how every other country sucks except America, thats hard to swallow. There is nothing wrong being proud of ones country.  In fact I am proud to be American.  But I am also proud to be an American and being able to be privillage of having a British friend that I consider family considering both of our countries use to be sworn enemies.

I just don’t understand the hate nor I want to. I am sorry but I tried to be understanding but its time to put hate in the past. Everyone here (except my brother) wonders why I get upset every time we watch the news. I am just tired of hearing the damn snyde comments coming from my parents. I am tired of this idea that everyone is evil. Yeah we maybe a kick ass country, but we won’t be for long if everyone gets pissed off at us. Last thing I want to deal with the baby boomer group is them getting so angry over stupid shit that they invertingly start a nuclear war because we “pissed off the wrong crowd”.

With that being said, yes, I am looking at moving out. Where I am going to go I don’t know, I just don’t like the idea of an apartment. I hate the idea of a landlord.  I may look at a house for rent.

I just know now that I keep my opinions to myself at home. I am taking over some more stuff to make myself more independent. I am to the point I am about to surrender and let myself be boarded. I literally have stopped talking about anything my life at home anymore. Its not worth upsetting anyone over a single comment.  Even if I show the slightest if I am right on the smallest thing, or prove one of them wrong, I am instantly in trouble and get put through a guilt trip.  Its to the point now I don’t even let the guilt trip bother me.

The thing is, my best friends which they know who they are, I wish I could tell them one thing. They do not realize how much I dearly miss them and wish I could be there with them instead of here. And for those out there who is thinking “Wow that sounds gay.” I really could careless what you think.  Really, you’re going to think what you want and I am not going to stop you. Its not worth the energy trying to fight you. I’ve fought for so long I am tired. I just want to enjoy my life for once instead of taking up arms.

I just know with today’s society, there are just way too many assholes and we have become too tolerant of their behavior. Its time for us to start kicking them out when they get out of line. If you are that sour then fine, go to an island and leave the rest of us alone who would like to better our lives. Stop making us feel so damn miserable because you feel so.